Back From The Dead.

Hey! After assumed dead, I'm back again...hopefully for long.
There are lots of stuff happened since my last post including I turned 29 about a month ago where I celebrated my birthday with my folks in awfully boring town of Kota Baru.

So last Saturday I went out for a couple of drinks celebrating the newly weds Mr & Mrs Yokota. We had a great time chatting about their wedding which was held in Las Vegas and enjoyed watching the pictures taken during the wedding ceremony, wondering how happy the couple are until one of my friend, 'N' came in with a rather oddly high spirit. 'N' who I've known long, never takes other than light cocktails suddenly ordered pints of beer for himself. Me and Okamoto sempai who is also one of his best friend were suprised of 'N' actions and asked him what happened. Out of a sudden, from a cheerful bright look on 'N''s face, he broke into tears....he just got rejected by the girl that he's been close for 8 years.

the happily wed

such a happy moment until...

From what 'N' explained, that was not the first time he confessed to the girl. The first he confested to the girl was about 4 years ago but he was rejected because she had a boyfriend that time but 'N' didn't give up for the girl and they remain good friends until recently 'N' finally realised that it was the best time(no bf,etc...) to reconfess.
So that day after they had dinner together, 'N' sent a SMS(we all know 'N' is not good at his word or probably he was shy) on their way back to the station. From the SMS 'N' showed to us, it looks like this :

According to 'N' again, right before they got separated at the station, 'N' asked the girl to check her SMS for the mail he sent just before and he requested her read the SMS then reply it back. 10 minutes later 'N' received a reply which looks like this.

From what I see, it seems that 'N' there is permanently trapped in the girl's 'Friendzone',just like a bad ending for that movie justfriends.
What I'm curious right now about 'N''s story, there are tonnes of 'hit n run' guys out there just intentionally want to rip a girl's heart to smithereens right after a short time relationship can just get away with it while in the other hand, guy like 'N' who's seriously in for a relationship got wasted by the girls just because of his sensivity and the feeling of comfort and security of being with him.
damn!!!...8 years of waiting and it wasn't his first confession, no ordinary guy could do that...neither do I.

I admire his persistence but sad...I feel bad for 'N'.

...sad loser.

* : The publication of 'N''s personal SMS is under the permission 'N' himself.